What If....

What if, I'm still a student?

Will I still wish I'm working now?

What if, I'm now wishing to be a student again?

Will I wish I would rather working again?

What if, I wish not to work and not to study?

Will I be hoping to study or work?

What if, I was not born in this family?

Will I be much more comfortable than now with my life or will my life difficult than now?

What If, I was born in a rich family?

Will I need to be working now?

What If, I was born in a poor family?

Will I still thinking of studying in a college? Will my results for my olden years that lame? Will I work for what I wanted or my family members wanted?



Oh~ Darn! I hate life! Life is so so boring! There are nothing much for surprises as you have no money if you don't work for money... Sigh~ When you are rich, you might feel that you wanted to be the poor ones; when you are poor ones, you might feel that you actually wanted to be the rich ones! What should that be? What's life should be? Ppl telling me that since I was young, life is interesting, life is something that you have to make it surprise to yourself and other ppl, life is the road that you must go on whenever there are problems and need to look for solutions to solve the problems, life is the path that you need to pass by and tell the next generation about how you had pass by your time.... Blah~ Some love life. Some said life is you need to share your love to someone you love in your life, share the tears to someone you love in your life, life will be colourful when you're with someone you love in youe life, life will be easier when you learn from mistakes and do even better than you can imagine... ETc..... Some hurt someone who love them by losing their life, some lifes make someone jealous about, some had wish they would have the other life.... I'm so confussed. I'm so lost. I don't wanna hurt someone I love in my life by losing my life, I don't wanna live on my life with a life like this, I don't wanna... I don't wanna... I... don't.... wanna... wanna... Sigh...